do you ever wonder what you would look like at your full potential like perfect hair and clear skin and a perfect body like damn
Something like a mental makeover
Trying to remove you from my mind
Because you bring back pain
From years ago that’s just so
Hard to carry
It took me one day to fall for you
And years later I’m still sinking deep
In love with you
So day by day I’m slowly
Removing bits and pieces.
Like thoughts of your eye lashes
But when I do a rush of memories
Come flowing back to me
Like our first kiss
And plans of our kids
When I forget your arms
Smooth and glowing
Soft with your skin
I’m hit with your scent
Thoughts of your voice
Singing lullabies to me
Rocking me to sleep till dawn
I remove the sight of your eyes
And I remember their power
When they glared at me with love
I try to forget your legs
And I remember the trips I made to you
Trips you made to me
Trips we made together
And our 2 year journey to loving each other
Erasing your smile
Is impossible
Cause it’s too bright to forget
Radiating happiness
Shining brilliance
Reminding me of the smile
I hoped to see from our daughter
Who in my mind
I imagined would giggle
Just like you
And I can never forget your mind
Cause some days I swear
We’re still connected
Feeding off our thoughts and emotions
Flowing together in sync
I can read your mind
Like its my favorite book
So when I try to forget that connection
Lord knows everything
Comes flowing back
A tsunami wave
Knocking the shit out of me
And I’m gone
I heard it took twice as long to forget
As it took to get to know
So I’m two years and change
From finally letting go
But every time I get a call
With you on the other side
2 more weeks are added to that timeline
And I’m left here wondering
Why did I ever let you go
Why did I say goodbye
And after a million more questions
I think I finally know
You might have been too good
Or maybe I didn’t understand
The rules of being a man yet
Or the laws of a woman’s mental
Her process of loving
So different from mines
Made me scared
Probably impaired
My love process
So I just had to let you go
I’m finally moving on
So when I see you in the street or
Hear you on the phone
I can smile and say thank you
For helping me grow
Giving me the strength to see
That these are just thoughts
Are only mental motion pictures
So I realize that it’s not the biggest part of me
Hopefully
Maybe
One day
I can see that after all these years
They will only be just memories
Memories
by Miller Celestin (via millerhi-life)
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With people like me.
people like me
will love you so hard
that you turn into stone
into a statue where people
come to marvel at how long
it must have taken to carve
that faraway look into your eyes
Do not fall in love with people like me
we will take you to
museums and parks
and monuments
and kiss you in every beautiful
place so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting us
like blood in your mouth
Do not come any closer.
people like me
are bombs
when our time is up
we will splatter loss
all over your walls
in angry colors
that make you wish
your doorway never
learned our name
do not fall in love
with people like me.
with the lonely ones
we will forget our own names
if it means learning yours
we will make you think
hurricanes are gentle
that pain is a gift
you will get lost
in the desperation
in the longing for something
that is always reaching
but never able to hold
do not fall in love
with people like me.
we will destroy your
apartment
we will throw apologies at you
that shatter on the floor
and cut your feet
we will never learn
how to be soft
we will leave.
we always do.
Do Not Fall in Love With People Like Me (via thisboythatgirl)
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